STONELESS MANGOES

“JUNE-JULY”  
 







unlock my lust in a dream
dust my lucky heart 

i needed to want this world
not only to love but to lust-




morning song


i am pregnant with idea
in the sun flow like a plant
collecting droplets

i am a Creature
whose hairy feet rub each other
Crumbly dust of light

i was born a mammal, a wanderer
whose fate is to fertilize, enrich
and walk a path of sprouting feces

breathing life in and out
In the plains ,in the wetlands
beneath her Arching Trees

i be with my inner posse.
soft smell of sunny hair - 
earth mends my sensuality.

i wanted to know Her
I needed to be close to Her
for she knows all of me, and I am made of Her.








Stoneless Mangoes


cannot breathe from a cut
o paradise is eluding &absolute
it exists -in blissful fractions of my mind- it Exists
as a headless torso sinking in the blue   -                              

Ovulation on the full moon
i get so lusty midjuly
& will birth you gone, little one
- Yes my lust is mine alone.

a dream of teeth buried deep in
stoneless Mangoes
a dream of a lick and a thrust
fruitless fucks

I let it sink past horizons
this moon. my daughter is hungry for life
& I am eager to meet her - yet
I bleed and bleed

'o How i want to see the world -
There's nothing At all in me But the want
to exist! for an instant, for a life!
for a drop of Milk - for a ray of Light!'








extinct spirits / sunset 

sunlight can heal our eyes
sunlight made us be
and now

Animals depart on the sunset reds
my heart aint of round stone or clean clay
weakness is a part of life, like winter

i know earth forgives
like any mother, like i may
but sadness -

scattered crows in sparse flight -
Last of color, last of Light
so soon dissolved into the air -

Is EXTINCTION a part of life
I keep my eyes on Her
My love, my Whole world

i keep my heart from breaking
but it breaks
every night we watch as the animals

stretch their necks and leave the earth 

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Apollo's Harm

my seed moves inside me
As a red moon rises
and i - get pink and willing
in lust merging with the air

O i wanted you 
like the sound of a horn
you were playin in the back
always

in paradise or far away 
secret ring
fat flower of the sun
and you taste of the whole world

this world here where i cannot birth
where I tell my seed to lay low
and let Time river take her
into nothingness.

**

I knew you some Millenniums back
when your lean frame hadn't caught
this aggressive edge

tender then, remember
how coming to my tent was the highest
honor & Sacrament -

but i will break my back and I must speak in code
and you have slammed  those tender doors
and you will not find the spring






small drop of everything

YOU were hungry for life
i could feel it
i have to bleed you out
my little pearl
you were too good to be human.

and the golden Goddess of honey-like essence
appeared, tellin me not to fear
for my daughter will come to life
somehow,
somewhere.

and I said, for my life
I do not fear. but extinction -
There is no 'away'
when All has burnt,
I have nowhere to be reborn.










imperial metals


a trail of sweat and powdered dreams
am i growing aware of the poisons
or feeling contamination

goddess make my heart as clear as Hers
these dark times are our times
in lead and mercury we will Rise -